To find hidden stuff
I have done a loooooot of mental work
at the expence of not drawing. I have done a looooooot of losing
at the expence of doing only winning things
. Learning how to fail fast, and then learn what to do differently or what to look out for
. I have found power and weakness in various forms of negotiation. All I need to do now is figure out to apply it.
It would have been all a waste of my time unless I actually found
and learned something from it to bring me closer to balance.
Feels awesome
to do stuff again.
So how about finishing up my degree, before getting ahead of myself.